I am 60, have MS, am an avid cook, love making candles (soy) and watching the endless parade of Nature outside my home. I treat the MS with supplements and LDN, I do not use any of the C.R.A.B. MS meds, we don't get along well. I was married for 13 years, we were together for 15. We are now divorced. Sad, that. I do still love him, but ONLY as the father of my baby. Better to keep it civil, hurts the child(ren) less that way, but is oh-so-hard to do sometimes.
I STILL haven't heard from Robbin. In his entire LIFE I have never ever gone more then 2-3 days without talking to him, and that only in the last year. Before Rob stole him he was never away from me, not in his whole life. And now that bastard has not let me talk to him in TWO WEEKS. I don't know if he is ok, where he is, how he is, why they're telling him he can't call me. I have sent him email after email and they go unopened. We go to court in 10 days. Wish me luck, I want my baby back!!!
I have moved. I like the apartment, the location is safe (police on one corner, town hall caddy-corner) the neighborhood is clean and mostly hispanic, which suits me just fine, having lived in Spain for 10 years. Today I ventured out and found a grocery store that takes EBT and has a "carniceria" (meat shop) where I got a package with chicken wings, legs, ground beef, some kind of little meat chunk (would be good in stew, or quickly pan fried and added to a casserole or a sauce over rice or noodles), he added a package of hot dogs and a big bag of taters...for $19.99!! They also have a whole isle of Goya stuff so as far as groceries I'm good to go there...yaay! I am also about 2 blocks from the Sovereign Center, where they do sports and concerts...which will be a blast because I'll hear EVERYTHING! Tonight they have the Americal Idol tour, and on Fri or Sat they have...get this...Journey and Heart!!! WOOHOO!!! I have seen Journey in concert, and if I recall correctly I should get a contact high from here rofl...then on the 20th...ZZ Top!!! so it looks like living here will be full of adventures, certainly not quiet little Florence, or Chester...Chester was not quiet. Here won't be quiet either but I think I'll somehow manage to live with it (Heart!!! I Love Heart!!!) Now, the bad stuff...Rob didn't bring Robbin this weekend. No reason, no excuse. Just didn't bring him. Oh yes, you betcha I have a call in to the atty. I called the police there where they are but would you believe they CLOSE for the weekend? WTF??? So that was no help. I'm going to ask my atty if I should call them again now that they're open, even though it is past the weekend. And they are going against another part of the court order and NOT letting Robbin call me when he wants, I did not talk to him or hear from him from Wed. till last night, and then they cut off the call mid-sentence...bastards...Karma, my dears...Karma...they think they are above the laws of Man and of God and of Karma...they are not, and I will be more then happy to assist in their discovery of that fact... I miss Robbin so much, it hurts so bad when I don't hear from him, the worst is not seeing him, not knowing what he's up to, where he is. I just want to hug him again...my baby...
